Light in the Morning
A small-scale musical drama by
William Greer Clark
© 2017
Setting
Homeport,
a small city on the coast of Georgia, in the early 1970s. The Civil Rights Act
of 1964 and the Voting Rights Act of 1965 are in force, but many whites are
still resisting equal rights and integration. Some blacks are also wary of
integration with a prejudiced and hostile white society.
Characters
Rev.
Edward Melville. A black minister active in the
civil rights movement. He has led marches and protests in Homeport, including a
large march to integrate the public beach where the police attacked the crowd
and he was arrested.
Catherine
Melville. His wife (also black) and
longtime assistant. She grew up in Homeport, supported his civil rights efforts
when he came to town after she finished high school, and later married him. Ruffy Benson (see below) calls her ÒCatÓ, her high school
nickname.
Katie
Melville. Their daughter, a senior in the
recently integrated high school and the class valedictorian.
Rufus
(ÒRuffyÓ) Benson. A
white deputy sheriff. He and Catherine were secret sweethearts in high school,
but they separated because they saw no future as a mixed-race couple in 1950.
He enlisted in the Marines and served in Korea where he was gravely wounded.
When he returned to Homeport after a long convalescence in Atlanta, Catherine
was married to Edward. Ruffy married the nurse who
had cared for him.
Tommy
Benson. RuffyÕs
son (also white), also a senior in high school. He and Katie Melville are
secret sweethearts, not knowing that their parents had been, too.
Synopsis
[Full script follows]
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Day
1 (Friday) morning. (Music: instrumental opening <play audio>)It is early
June. Catherine walks on the beach at sunrise. (Song: Light in the morning <play
audio>) Deputy Benson passes by on patrol and they
exchange formal greetings and talk about the weather. A rare early hurricane is
heading north but is forecast to stay offshore and peter out. Benson is not so
sure it will. He continues on his way. After he leaves, Catherine is insulted
and assaulted by a couple of teenage white boys. They threaten and push her but
then Benson returns and pummels them. He wants to arrest them but Catherine
dissuades him, saying it would do more harm than good. Catherine thanks Ruffy for watching out for her, and kisses him on the
cheek. He recalls when they used to kiss as high school sweethearts. Then he
asks whether she knows that his son Tommy has been spending a lot of time with
her daughter Katie. They talk about what Katie and Tommy will do next year. She
leaves. Ruffy returns his gaze to the sea and the
sky. He senses a storm on the way. (Song: God have mercy <play audio>)
Day
1, evening. Some other black people had
witnessed the assault on Catherine on the beach that morning. Word has spread
and the black community is angry. So is Edward Melville. He speaks bitterly
about white people in general. Catherine tells him there are good and bad, and
they can only move ahead by forging a bond with the good, not by fighting with
the bad. (Song: Maybe peace will come <play
audio>) Edward sees that she is right. He says that she
has always been his inspiration and guide. She says that she doubts she was
much help in crises, like the protest march at the beach when he stood alone
against the police, but he recalls the event and how she gave him strength. (Song:
You, standing by the sea <play
audio>) Edward goes out to calm the crowd in the street,
telling them that freedom and justice are coming. (Song: I can see across
the ocean <play
audio>)
Day
2, morning. Tommy Benson and Katie
Melville flirt at a park. Tommy asks Katie to a school dance, and she teaches
him how to do a dance called the pony. (Song: Do the pony <play audio>) The
storm strikes and they take shelter in a boathouse. The storm worsens and the
dock leading to the boathouse is washed away. They call out for help and Deputy
Benson swims a rope out to the boathouse. The teenagers make it to shore on the
rope but then the boathouse is swept out to sea with Benson still on it. Katie
tells Catherine that Benson is lost at sea.
Day
3, morning. The storm has passed.
Catherine walks on the beach, looking out to sea, mourning for Ruffy who is presumed lost at sea. (Song: I came to say
goodbye <play
audio>) Then he appears, safe and sound, rescued by
helicopter after spending the night on an offshore island. She embraces him
tearfully and they recall old times. He wonders how their lives might have
turned out if they hadnÕt split up. (Song: How things might be <play audio>)
She says that she thinks about that, too. (Song: I remember what
you wore <play
audio>) They muse about how their lives would turn out if
they had it to do over in present circumstances.
Day
3, later that morning. Tommy and Katie meet at a
park. Katie tells Tommy that her father has ordered her to break up with him
because white people arenÕt ready to accept mixed couples and he fears for
their happiness and safety. She dutifully tells Tommy that she will be going to
Bible camp soon and then off to college in Macon in the fall, and that she
canÕt see him again. He says he canÕt face the prospect of never seeing her
again and asks to visit her in Macon in the fall. (Song: Just for an
afternoon <play
audio>) She feels the same way and runs into his arms. (Song:
More than words can say <play
audio>) They resolve to stay together and overcome the
many obstacles. (Song: Our love will grow <play
audio>)
Day
3, afternoon. Catherine returns home. Edward tells her that he had learned
from Katie that she had been seeing Tommy Benson, and he had ordered her to
break up with him. Catherine tells Edward about her high school romance with Ruffy and opposes his attitude toward Tommy. Once again
Edward sees that she is right and relents. He confesses that he came to
Homeport from Washington, DC in the first place because he was involved with a
white woman there and they had to break up because they saw no future as a
mixed-race couple. Catherine and Edward acknowledge their lost loves but also
affirm their marriage. (Song: The heart we share <play
audio>)
Day
6, evening. A mixed-race congregation
gathers in Rev. MelvilleÕs church to mourn the loss of six fishermen, three
black and three white, who were lost at sea in the hurricane. Edward preaches
that God had called them home from the sea. (Song: Turn the good ship
homeward <play
audio>) He then goes on to speak about GodÕs plan for Ruffy, who was brought back from the verge of death, and
for everyone else.
Day
8, afternoon. Katie gives the valedictory speech
at the high school. She says that their parentsÕ generation had fought the
struggle to end segregation and oppression, and that her generation had the
task to achieve an integrated society. (Song: We can change the world <play
audio>)
The
next morning. Catherine and Ruffy meet on the beach early in the morning (Song:
Goodbye reprise <play
audio>) and chat about the weekÕs events. Then he
continues on his way. (Song: Light in the morning <play
audio>)
Script
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Day
1, morning
(Opening
instrumental<play audio>. Lights
come up on stage from one side as at sunrise, revealing Catherine walking on
the beach.)
Catherine
Dear God, thank you for the light of a new day. Please make this a
better day than yesterday, and make us a better people. (Song: Light in the
morning<play
audio>)
Light
in the morning, light turning night to morning.
Light
in the morning, light sweeping dark away.
It
fills the sky above the sea.
Now
light the country, wake the country.
Light
in the morning, come.
Light
in the morning, light of a new day borning.
Light in
the morning, light of a bright new day.
It
fills the sky above the sea.
Now
light the country, wake the country.
Light
in the morning, come.
(Deputy
Benson arrives, patrolling the beach on foot.)
Ruffy Morning,
Mrs. Melville.
Catherine Morning, Deputy Benson.
Ruffy
How are you today?
Catherine Very well, thank you. ItÕs a nice morning for a
walk on the beach.
Ruffy
It is, but tomorrow will be a bad day for a walk on the beach if that hurricane
comes ashore.
Catherine I donÕt think it will. June is too early for a
hurricane. The weather people say the storm will stay at sea and die out.
Ruffy
I hope theyÕre right. This town isnÕt ready for a major storm. It never is.
Well, weÕll hope for the best. Good day, Mrs. Melville. See you tomorrow?
Catherine
I guess that depends on the hurricane. Take
care, Deputy Benson.
(Benson
nods, goes on his way. Catherine lingers, looking out to sea, humming the song.
Before long she is approached by two white teenagers, Boone and Deacon.)
Boone
(to Catherine) What are you doing here? This beach is for white
folk. Get out.
(Catherine
ignores him.)
Boone
(Offended, angered) IÕm
talking to you! Get moving or weÕll move you!
Deacon Maybe she canÕt understand you because youÕre
talking English. Let me try. (Affects a thick black accent.) Now ah is talkinÕ to you and ah is tellinÕ
you to haul yoÕ big black ass offa
dis beach oÕ weÕs gonÕ kick
it off.
Catherine
Shame on you both for your conduct and your
speech. This beach is a public place and I will not be bullied by you.
Boone
(Losing his temper) The
hell you wonÕt! (He shoves her.) Get out of here!
Catherine
No! Stop!
Deacon
(Shoves her again.) Git!
(They
both start shoving her. Benson returns on the run and collars them, one in each
hand, drags both of them backward. He turns and punches one hard in the
stomach, dropping him. Then he does the same to the other.)
Ruffy
Boone Baker and Deacon Thomas. Goddam hoodlums. YouÕve been committing crimes
against decent people since you were little boys. Well, youÕre going to pay for
this one.
Boone We were just trying to get this nigger woman
off the beach, and she wouldnÕt go.
Ruffy
Stand up, Boone. (Boone stands up.) Let me give you some advice. (Places
a hand on his shoulder.) You shouldnÕt use the word ÒniggerÓ. ItÕs
offensive. (Boone scoffs.) Really. It can get you into trouble. (Boone
scoffs again. Benson punches Boone hard in the stomach again, dropping him again.)
You boys are under arrest for assault. YouÕre going to jail, and after all the
other things youÕve done I think youÕll be there for a long time.
Catherine Officer, could I have a word with you?
Ruffy
Of course. (Speaks to the boys.) You two stay put. If you run off IÕll
know where to find you, and when I do youÕll be sorry.
(Catherine
and Ruffy move a few paces away.)
Catherine Let them go. If you jail them theyÕll just
become heroes to the segregationists. White boys defending the white beach. Martyrs.
It will stir up conflict, which is just what the white troublemakers want.
YouÕve already punished them. Please, just give them a good talking-to and send
them away.
Ruffy
All right. If thatÕs what you want. (Returns to the boys.) Listen to me,
you two. Mrs. Melville has asked me to let you go for the time being, and IÕm
going to do that, but IÕm warning you. If I ever catch you bullying anyone
again, IÕll arrest you for what you did today, and youÕll go to the state
penitentiary. ItÕs integrated now, and there are a lot of big black guys in
there whoÕd just love to have a couple of skinny white boys to work on. TheyÕd
kick your ass and then move on to the real fun. IÕll be watching you, and if
you step one inch out of line youÕll be on your way to the penitentiary and a
big party with a lot of new black friends. Now get out of here.
(The
boys hustle off. Ruffy goes back to Catherine.)
Ruffy How
did I do?
Catherine You were really good. You even scared me. Do
young prisoners really get abused that way in the penitentiary?
Ruffy Yes,
but those two wouldnÕt really be sent to the penitentiary. At least not for a
little thing like beating up a black woman.
Catherine Would it be different if it were a white woman?
Ruffy
Yes. That would be against the law. As you know, black people donÕt always have
the law on their side.
Catherine I know you look out for me, Ruffy.
You wouldnÕt be out here patrolling this empty beach if I didnÕt walk here
every morning.
Ruffy
I do look out for you, Cat. I look out for your husband and daughter, too. So
do some of the other officers. There are some dangerous white people in this
town, and they hate your family because you and your husband are leaders in the
civil rights movement. If anything happened to you and I thought I could have
prevented it, IÕd never forgive myself.
Catherine Thank you, Ruffy.
Sometimes those people scare meÑlike todayÑand IÕm grateful to have you
standing between us and them. (She kisses him on the cheek.)
Ruffy
Careful. I might kiss you back.
Catherine Like when we had our secret romance in high
school?
Ruffy
Yes. We did a lot of kissing in those days.
Catherine I remember. Sometimes we went on kissing for a
long time.
Ruffy ThatÕs
because we were too young to know what to do next.
Catherine Ruffy!
Ruffy
Sorry, Cat. But that reminds me, did you know that your daughter Katie and
my son Tommy have been spending a lot of time together?
Catherine No. How do you know?
Ruffy
IÕm a patrol officer. I patrol the town and the high school and the beach. IÕve
seen them together several times. I donÕt know how serious they are but they
look pretty friendly.
Catherine Has Tommy said anything to you about Katie?
Ruffy
Do you know any teenage boys who tell their fathers about their love lives?
Catherine No, and Katie hasnÕt said anything to me. Well,
it canÕt be too serious. TheyÕre only in high school, and high school is almost
over for them.
Ruffy
IÕm not so sure. You and I were pretty serious about each other when we were
seniors in high school. WhatÕs Katie going to do next year?
Catherine SheÕs going to Zion Baptist College up in
Macon. SheÕll train to be a teacher.
Ruffy
One of the Negro colleges. Good school as far as I know. But as the
valedictorian in Homeport she could go to one of the top public universities on
scholarship. I hear theyÕre actually trying to bring black students in these
days rather than trying to keep them out.
Catherine I know they are, but the big public
universities are the white world, and Edward doesnÕt want her to suffer the
indignities she would encounter thereÑthe hatred of the diehard racists, the
casual prejudice of most whites, the ignorance, the patronage. He wants her to
get a good education without the distraction of white peopleÕs bad attitudes.
So weÕre sending her to a black college.
Ruffy
It seems strange. You and your husband are champions of civil rights but you
donÕt want your own daughter to go to an integrated university.
Catherine Civil rights and voting rights are one thing.
We demand those rights. Social integration is different. I donÕt think white
society is ready for it, or even capable of it. I donÕt think black society is
ready for it, either. TheyÕre too far apart. They were too far apart when we
were in high school. ThatÕs why you and I had to break up. And theyÕre still
too far apart. TheyÕre separate worlds. Look, youÕre the only white friend IÕve
ever had.
Ruffy IÕm
glad it was me.
Catherine So am I, Ruffy.
Edward has a few white friendsÑreal friendsÑin the civil rights movement, but
theyÕre all out of town. Mostly in Washington. As a couple we donÕt have any
white friendsÑI mean personal friendsÑhere in Homeport. We live entirely in the
black community. So how could we send an innocent 18-year-old like Katie off on
her own to the foreign white world of a big public university?
Ruffy
I see what you mean.
Catherine WhatÕs Tommy going to do next year?
Ruffy HeÕll probably
do a hitch in the service. Enlist in the Marines like his dad. Then maybe join
the police force. HeÕs pretty eager to be a policeman. You know, to serve and
protect.
Catherine Like you. You do serve and protect, Ruffy. I can see why Tommy would want to be like you. Well,
IÕll be on my way. Thanks again (draws herself up)É Deputy Benson.
Ruffy
YouÕre welcome (draws himself up)É Mrs. Melville.
(She
exits. Ruffy turns his gaze to the sea and sky.)
Ruffy The
weather guys say this storm will stay offshore, but IÕm not so sure. DoesnÕt
look like itÕs that far offshore now. I can see that copper glint in the sky on
the horizon, and see the little chop on the bay, now, in the early morning,
when the bay is usually flat calm. Little waves jumping up and down, like
theyÕre afraid a big storm is bearing down on them. Maybe it is. Feels like
rain to me. (Song: God have mercy<play audio>)
I
think itÕs gonna rain.
I
think itÕs gonna rain.
I think
itÕs gonna storm.
I
think itÕs gonna storm.
I
think weÕll have a
Storm
in the morning,
Storm
into the evening,
Storm
that rages right on through the night.
Wind
keeps rising, rain keeps pouring down.
Waves
go crashing right on through the town.
Wind comes
roaring up that bay.
Houses
shake and roofs get blown away.
The
wind is screaming in the trees.
Folks
get on their knees.
The
rain blasts through in sheets,
Piles
up and rises in the streets.
The
people huddle in the dark,
Tremble
in the dark.
The people
cry out, they cry
ÒGod
have mercy, God have mercy.
Save
us all from dying in this storm.Ó
I
think itÕs gonna rain.
I
think itÕs gonna rain.
I
think itÕs gonna storm.
Day
1, evening
(Word
of the attack on Catherine has spread through the black community. Angry people
are out in the streets. Catherine is at home. Edward arrives.)
Edward
(Rushes to Catherine.) Catherine, are you hurt?
Catherine No, IÕm fine.
Edward (Embraces her.) Thank God. I heard that
two white men attacked you on the beach.
Catherine It was two teenagers. Bad kids. They tried to
run me off the beach. Deputy Benson was patrolling nearby and came to the
rescue. Gave the boys a licking. He wasnÕt gentle.
Edward But he let them go? After witnessing the
assault? Why arenÕt they in jail?
Catherine Because I asked him to let them go. Edward,
once those kids are in jail they become heroes to all the white people who want
to keep segregation. Instead of hoodlums they become defenders of the Southern
way of life. They inspire more conflict. Getting into a street fight with that
element doesnÕt help us. We need to build an alliance with the goodhearted
white people instead.
Edward (Snorts) What goodhearted white people?
All three of them? I see your point about not stirring up a row over these two
delinquent boys, but itÕs not as though the white community consists of a few
unreconstructed racists and a mass of goodhearted people. It consists of a lot
of unreconstructed racists, a very few goodhearted people, and a mass of people
who donÕt care about blacks at all. DonÕt see us. DonÕt know us. DonÕt think
about us. ItÕs their indifference that allows the racists to have their way.
Catherine Whites do live in a different world, and they
inherit a lot of prejudice whether they know it or not. But they arenÕt all bad
people. Many are good people at heart. Many more would be good people in life
if we can just make the right appeal to their conscience. ThatÕs what Dr. King
did, and what youÕve been doing right here in Homeport. We canÕt win by
fighting the bad white people. We have to seek out the good among the white
people, and appeal to their better nature. You can do that, Edward. YouÕre a natural
leader. You can be a leader of whites as well as blacks, just like Dr. King.
DonÕt give up on them, Edward. See them for what they can be, not what they
are. Lead them to the light of a better day, for their sake as well as ours. (Song:
Maybe peace will come<play
audio>)
DonÕt
turn your back on them.
DonÕt
turn your heart away.
DonÕt
let their faults and their failings
Turn
you against them,
Darken
your mind.
Their
dreams are just like ours.
They
hope for better times.
They
long for peace for their children,
Peace
with their neighbors,
Peace
with their God.
And if
you speak the word of God,
TheyÕll
hear you calling,
And if
you seek the peace of God,
And
walls start falling,
Maybe
peace will come, peace between us.
Maybe
peace will come, peace within us, too.
I had
a white friend once,
When I
was still a girl,
Someone
who came out of nowhere,
Asked
to befriend me,
Stayed
by my side.
We
lived a secret life,
A life
of stolen times,
A life
of hideaway places,
Hideaway
faces,
Hideaway
dreams.
But if
the friends like us could live
Out in
the daylight
And if
the friends like us could love
Out in
the sunlight,
Maybe
peace would come, in the morning.
Maybe
peace would come, for the whole day long.
Edward Dear Catherine, thank you. Thank you one more
time. YouÕre right. ItÕs no use getting into a fight with the white old guard.
We have to be advocates for freedom and justice, for human kindness between the
races, for nonviolence and the Golden Rule. That is the way forward. I need you
to remind me of that. You have been my inspiration and my guide for all these
years. I would have gone off track many times without you to guide me.
Catherine I donÕt think I was much help to you in the big
crises, like when we marched to integrate the city beach and you faced that
line of policemen and dogs alone, never flinching, never yielding, until they
overwhelmed you.
Edward
You gave me strength that day. I was resolute because
I was determined to be the man that you and the other people believed in.
Especially you. I cared a great deal about your feelings, because I was in love
with you. Had been for months. Still am. So you may think that I was leading
you, but really you were leading me. (Song: You, standing by the sea<play
audio>)
When I
look back upon that day
I
donÕt see crowds and trouble,
DonÕt
see the children running,
DonÕt
see the cops and the dogs,
DonÕt
see those things at all.
When I
look back, I just see youÉ
You,
standing by the sea,
Walking
on the sand,
Looking
up at me.
The
sun shining on your yellow Sunday dress.
I can
see that dress.
What I
can see the best is
You,
standing by the sea,
Walking
on the sand,
Looking
up at me.
I see
you.
And I,
walking at the fore,
Looking
back at you,
Needing
nothing more.
The
cops closing in on every side of me.
I
said, let it be
As
long as I can still see
You,
standing by the sea,
Walking
on the sand,
Looking
up at me.
Let it
be.
Got
arrested, thrown in jail.
Had to
wait all night for my bail.
Walked
out on the street at dawn.
I felt
IÕd never been so all alone.
Felt I
didnÕt have a friend at allÉ
ÕTil I saw
youÉ I sawÉ
You,
waiting in the square.
No one
else was there.
No one
else at all.
And I
realized how much I needed you.
And I
still do.
I need
you standing by my side,
Need
you as my guide,
Need
you as my bride.
I need
you.
When I
look back, I just see you.
Catherine I was waiting in the square because I was in
love with you, too, Edward. You were my inspiration, my soulmate. You still
are. I still think you were leading us that day. And youÕre leading us today.
Edward, thereÕs a mob in the street. TheyÕre talking about reprisals for the
attack on me. TheyÕre talking about running white people off the beach. TheyÕre
talking about the kind of violence that would set us back years. Can you talk
to them? Can you make them see the light?
Edward ThatÕs a tall order. Dr. King could do that.
IÕm not Martin Luther King. But IÕll try. Come, stand with me, and IÕll try to
be the man you hope I am. IÕve always tried to be that man. IÕll try again
tonight.
(They
walk out onto their porch. Edward addresses the crowd.)
Edward
Brothers and sisters, hear me. I know you are
angry because of the assault on my wife Catherine. I know you are angry because
the police were there and didnÕt make an arrest. I was angry, too. But I can tell you that the police would
have arrested the young hooligans. They didnÕt arrest them because my wife
Catherine asked them to let the boys go. She did that because if those boys
were in jail they would be heroes to the segregationists rather than criminals.
They would be heroes of the old order, and they would be the focus of a new conflict between
whites and blacks in Homeport.
But
how can we put an end to the old order? How can we bring in a new order? IÕll
tell you. IÕll tell you what Dr. King told all of us. It is by winning over the
majority of whites to the cause of freedom for all, equality for all, justice
for all. Across the country, most whites are with us already. They may still be
prejudiced, but they despise Jim Crow. Our future is with them, the whites who
are sick of the injustice and the oppression and the terror in their own
country. I truly believe that if we continue to speak out for equality and
justice, and avoid violence, the people of this country will join our cause,
and our cause will become the cause of this country, and our cause will
prevail. I can see a new day coming, a brighter day, a day of peace and
freedom. (Song: I can see across the ocean<play
audio>)
I can
see, I can see, I can see across the ocean.
I can
see where the sky is growing brighter in the east.
And I
know that the morning light will sweep across this land.
I can
see, mighty God, I can see.
Many
years we suffered through the long dark night of slavÕry.
Many
years weÕve languished in the shadow of Jim Crow but
Repeat
first verse
(Voices
of support from the crowd. Edward turns to Catherine.)
Edward How did I do?
Catherine You were really good. You always are. You are
the man I believe in, Edward, then and now.
Day
2, morning
(Tommy
sits on a bench along the waterfront. Katie walks up and sits down.)
Tommy
Hi, Katie. Nice to see you.
Katie Hi, Tommy. Nice to see you. As always. WeÕre
getting to be regulars here on the park bench on Saturday mornings. Like the
old men.
Tommy I guess so. I always hope to see you here. How
did you do on the U.S. history exam? Did you know all the stuff that was on the
test?
Katie I knew a lot more than was on the test. For
example, I knew that there was slavery in the South until the Civil War, and
Jim Crow since. Those things are hardly mentioned in our book or our class. We
just hear about the good old USA fighting for liberty and justice. Like now in
Vietnam. Baloney. We arenÕt fighting for liberty and justice in Vietnam.
Tommy A lot of Americans, black and white, are
fighting for liberty and justice. TheyÕre fighting for civil rights, like your father,
and theyÕre resisting the Vietnam war. I really believe our country is changing
for the better.
Katie I guess youÕre right. And we can help. Thanks,
Tommy. You always cheer me up. Is there anything I can do for you?
Tommy Well, since you ask, how about going to the
school dance with me next week?
Katie With you? Me? Tommy, have you ever noticed that
IÕm black? People around here arenÕt used to seeing a mixed couple out on a
date.
Tommy They need to get used to it, and we can help.
But thatÕs not why I asked you. I would have asked you even if you were white.
Katie Then you must be serious. Let me think about
this. Are you a good dancer?
Tommy Well, not too good. I can do the slow dances.
Katie Boys always want to do the slow dances. The
fast dances are more fun. Can you do the mashed potato? (She does the mashed
potato.)
Tommy I donÕt think so.
Katie Can you do the pony? (She does the pony.)
Tommy (Getting discouraged.) No. (Gets an
idea.) Would you like to go to a movie instead?
Katie No. I want to go to the dance. With you. How
about if I teach you to do the pony? ItÕs easy, and itÕs fun.
Tommy OK.
Katie
Good. Here we go. Pay attention. (Song: Do
the pony<play audio>)
Katie
sings:
Would
you like to dance?
Would
you like to prance?
Would
you like to learn to do the pony?
Tommy
sings:
Guess
I better had.
I know
itÕs the fad.
And I
want to have the chance to dance with you.
Katie:
So
first you climb up on your trusty horse,
And
take the reins in hand.
Tommy:
For me
it better be a dancing horse.
I hope
heÕll understand.
Katie
(prancing around in a circle):
Then
you prance around,
Bouncing
up and down,
Swing
your little lasso round and round andÉ
(Stop
action. Katie freezes midstep. Tommy sings what he is
thinking, yearning.)
Tommy:
Katie,
do you know I love you, more than words can say?
Katie,
if I tried to tell you, would you walk awayÉ
Or
would you stayÉwith me?
(Katie
comes back to life and resumes singing.)
Katie:
Tommy,
are you there?
Take a
breath of air.
Now
itÕs time for you to do the pony.
Listen
to the beat.
Stay
light on your feet.
Just
relax and try to have yourself some fun.
Tommy:
So
first I climb up on my dancing horse
And
take the reins in hand.
Katie:
You
have to do the dance yourself, of course,
And
listen to the band.
Tommy:
Then I
prance around,
Bouncing
up and down,
Swing
my little lasso round and round andÉ
(Stop
action. Tommy freezes. Katie sings what she is thinking.)
Katie:
Tommy,
do you know I love you, more than words can say?
Tommy,
if I tried to tell you, would you walk awayÉ
Or
would you stayÉwith me?
(Tommy
comes back to life and resumes singing.)
Tommy:
Katie,
are you there?
Now we
make a pair.
Now we
can go out and do the pony.
Katie:
Tommy,
IÕm with you.
Look
what we can do.
LetÕs
go out and show the world what we can do.
Both:
WeÕll
be a standout couple at the dance,
And
weÕll put on our show.
And if
we see some people look askance,
You
know where they can go.
Then
weÕll prance around,
Bouncing
up and down.
Swing
our little lassos round and round and round.
(They
dance a turn at the end of the song, concluding with:) Whoa!
Katie IÕm really looking forward to the dance, Tommy.
Thanks for asking me.
Tommy Thanks for teaching me to do the pony.
Katie We can do the slow dances, too. (Puts her
arms around his neck.) IÕm looking forward to doing the slow dances with
you, too.
Tommy (Puts his arms around her waist.) All
right. IÕd like that, Katie. Hey! ItÕs starting to rain. Look at the sky!
Katie ItÕs starting to pour!
Tommy
LetÕs head for that boathouse out at the end of
the dock. We can stay in there until the rain passes.
Katie Just the two of us?
Tommy
Just the two of us.
Katie All right, Tommy.
(They
run off.)
Day
2, afternoon
(The
hurricane is raging. Katie gets home and tells Catherine what happened.)
Catherine Katie, where have you been? YouÕre soaking wet.
IÕve been worried about you since the storm struck this morning and you didnÕt come
home or call.
Katie Mama, it was awful! I was caught on a boathouse
andÉ
Catherine
What boathouse? What were you doing there?
Katie Just listen, Mama! I was downtown with some
other kids when the storm hit. Some of us took shelter in a boathouse to wait
out the rain, but it just got worse and then the wind and the waves got really
strong, and the dock going out to the boathouse washed away. We were stranded
and we called out for help. Someone on shore called the police and TommyÕs
father came.
Catherine Tommy who?
Katie
Tommy Benson. HeÕs a boy at school. His father
is a policeman. He tied a rope to a post on shore and swam the rope out to the
boathouse. He tied it to the boathouse and Tommy and I made it to shore on the
rope, but before TommyÕs father could get back some big waves came through and
broke the rope and took out the whole boathouse. It was carried out to sea with
TommyÕs father still on it!
Catherine
(Frantic) What
happened to TommyÕs father? Where is he now?
Katie He got swept out to sea, Mama! We saw the
boathouse float a long way offshore, and then it broke up. We couldnÕt see
TommyÕs father.
Catherine DidnÕt they send a boat out to rescue him?
Katie The police said it was too rough to send out a
boat. They said theyÕd start a search in the morning. But even if he survives
the night in the water, how will they find him out on the ocean tomorrow?
Catherine
(Weeping) I
donÕt know, Katie. I donÕt know what will happen. WeÕll pray for TommyÕs
father, and tomorrow you and I will go to see the family. YouÕll try to comfort
Tommy, and IÕll try to comfort Madge.
Katie Who is Madge?
Catherine TommyÕs mother.
Katie They live in the white part of town, Mama.
Catherine I know where they live.
Katie Mama, do you know TommyÕs parents? Did you know
TommyÕs dad?
(Catherine
weeps again.)
Day
3, morning
(Catherine
walks on the beach, looking out to sea, mourning for Ruffy.)
Catherine Dear Ruffy, all these
years this beach was a place of welcome, a place where we would meet in the
morning and talk a while and part until another day. Now IÕll never see you
here again, and the beach seems desolate and threatening. IÕll probably never
come here again, but I had to come here one last time to say goodbye. (Song:
I came to say goodbye<play
audio>)
I
always knew that when I came here
You
would likely pass my way.
WeÕd
both pretend to just be passing by.
I
thought IÕd always come here
To
greet another day with you.
I
never thought IÕd come here to say goodbye.
When
we were young, we often came here
To go
walking hand in hand.
WeÕd
stop and kiss beneath a starry sky.
And
every time I come here
Recalls
those happy times with you.
I
never thought IÕd come here to say goodbye.
For
many years we met here in the morning,
In our
funny formal way.
ÒMorning,
Missus Melville.Ó
ÒMorning,
Deputy Benson.Ó
ÒHow
are you today?Ó
Catherine (Chokes up at the end of the last measure) We
talked about everyday things. Talked about the weather. About our children. We
never talked about the feelings we had for each other when we were young, or
the feelings we still had. IÕm sorry now that those things were left unsaid. (Sings
last verse. <play
audio>)
I
always knew that when I came here
You
would likely pass my way.
WeÕd
both pretend to just be passing by.
I
thought IÕd always come here
To greet
another day with you.
But
now today IÕve come here to say goodbye.
Catherine (Squares her shoulders, resigned) Goodbye,
Ruffy. God bless you and keep you. Rest in peace now
in the heart of the sea. I hope weÕll meet again someday on the far shore. (Turns
away from the sea. Stands still.) No. It canÕt be. I canÕt live with the
belief that IÕll never see him again. I have to believe that he may still be
alive somewhere, that he may come back here someday, back to this beach, walk
up to me again. I have to hope for that. I have to pray for that. (Faces the
sea again, kneels and prays.) Dear God, please save Ruffy
from the sea. Please bring him home safe. (Rises to her feet. Calls out.) Ruffy, come home. (Louder.) Come home, Ruffy!
Ruffy (Walks
up from behind her, out of uniform.) IÕm
coming. IÕm here. I made it back, Cat. IÕm not a ghost.
Catherine (Runs to him and embraces him, sobbing.) Ruffy, thank God! I thought you were dead. I thought you
were lost. I thoughtÉI had lost you. (Kisses him full on the mouth.)
Ruffy
Whoa! You havenÕt kissed me like that since we were teenagers. Can I get
another kiss like that anytime I want just by getting washed out to sea again?
Catherine (Still crying.) No. Next time you have
toÉthink up something better. (They both laugh.) How did you get back?
Katie said you were swept out to sea in a boathouse and the boathouse broke up
and you disappeared.
Ruffy
ThatÕs right. After the boathouse broke up I hung onto a piece of wreckage and
it got carried a long way out, but after an hour or twoÑmaybe moreÑit fetched
up in the lee of Dog Island and went aground. I was able to get ashore and
spent the day and the night on the island sheltering from the storm as well as
I could. The sheriff departmentÕs helicopter started to search for me at dawn
and it wasnÕt long after sunrise when they spotted me and picked me up. I was
home for breakfast.
Catherine Thank God. Your family must have been glad too
see you.
Ruffy
They were. Especially Tommy. He feels guilty about getting us all in trouble by
running off into that boathouse. And he should feel guilty.
Catherine
Thanks for coming out here to look for me. You
must be tired.
Ruffy
A little tired. I thought you might be here. I wanted you to know I was all
right.
Catherine
It must have been a terrible ordeal. I canÕt
imagine being out on the ocean in a hurricane.
Ruffy
It was terrible. It was terrifying. Wind howling. Big waves breaking in
open water. Getting tumbled around again and again. No end in sight. No good
end anyway. I was scared to deathÉ But through it all, part of me remained
calm, like a spectator of what was going on, watching me in the water. And just
like they say, the spectator saw my life pass in review, like watching a movie.
I saw my parents and my childhood, my years in grade school, my old dog, my
high school years. But when I got to those last few months in high school, when
you and I were together, it wasnÕt a movie anymore. I wasnÕt a spectator. I was
actually reliving that time with you, day by day, hour by hour. The time when
we were so young, so close. And it was so real, just like our real life in
those daysÉ But then, when we got to the time when we decided we had to split
up, it becameÉ a different life. Still real, but different. Because this time
we didnÕt split up. I didnÕt join the Marines and go to Korea. We decided to
stay together and try to make a life together, and we were starting to live
that life. A different life. The life of ours that didnÕt happen because we
separated.
Catherine What was it like? I mean, our life together?
Ruffy
I donÕt know. It was as though we were about to pass through a door into that
life, but I couldnÕt see what was on the other side. I couldnÕt see what that
other life was like. Maybe it turned out badly, and we were wise to split up.
Maybe it was a good life, and we made a mistake. I can only wonder. IÕve often
wondered what our lives would be like if we had tried to stay together. (Song:
How things might be<play audio>)
Many
times, IÕve thought where weÕd be now,
Thought
how things might be if weÕd tried.
Thought
of coming home and finding
You at
my doorÑyou at our door.
Thought
how life would be if I had you standing by my side.
But we
couldnÕt make that home and we never will.
WeÕll
never have that home or that life, but stillÉ
Many
times IÕve thought how things might be.
Many
times IÕve thought how things might be.
Ruffy We sure had a lot of happy times back
then. It was wonderful, when I was out there on the water, reliving those few
months together that we had in high school. If I had gone under then I would
have died a happy man. All the feelings came back. All the details came back.
The Sunday mornings when we met in the woods. The evening walks on the beach.
Some of the details were a little embarrassing, though. Like the first time I
got up the nerve to talk to you. I had a whole speech prepared about why I
wanted to meet you and why you would want to meet me, but when I walked up to
you I forgot the whole thing and I couldnÕt think of anything to say. I hope
you donÕt remember that.
Catherine I do remember that! I remember a goofy white
boy who walked right up to meÉ and then just stood there. I didnÕt even know
who who you were. I was a little scared.
Ruffy
Do you remember what happened next?
Catherine Yes. You stammered a lot and then you asked me
what time it was. And I told you.
Ruffy Not a very good line. I couldnÕt think
of anything else.
Catherine It was good enough, Ruffy.
It was a start. After that you bought me an ice cream cone. Strawberry ice
cream. You won my heart with strawberry ice cream. We went on from there.
Ruffy I see
that you remember a lot of details from that time, too.
Catherine YesÉI do. I certainly do. (Song: I remember
what you wore<play
audio>)
I
remember our first meeting.
When
you walked right up to me.
I
remember how you stammered.
I
remember what you said to me.
I
remember what you said.
I
remember what you wore.
I
remember Sunday mornings
When
we sat beneath a tree.
How
you put your arm around me.
I
remember how we used to be.
I
remember every day.
I
remember every hour.
I
remember starry evenings
When we
walked beside the sea.
I
remember when you kissed me.
I
remember all you meant to me.
I
remember every time.
I
remember every place.
I
remember when we parted.
How we
both began to cry.
I
remember how you held me.
I
remember when you said goodbye.
I remember
what you said.
I
remember what you wore.
I
remember how we used to be.
I
remember all you meant to me.
And I
oftenÉthink how things might be.
And I
often think how things might be.
Ruffy
Things havenÕt turned out too bad. I didnÕt get killed in Korea. WeÕve been
able to be friends and see each other all these years.
Catherine We just werenÕt able to marry and have
children.
Ruffy
We werenÕt able to marry each other and have the same children. But if Tommy
and Katie stay together we may have the same grandchildren. WeÕd have a family
after all. How would you like that?
Catherine IÕd be delighted. It would be wonderful to look
after our grandchildren with you. We could even spend some time together
indoors rather than always meeting out here on the beach.
Ruffy
How would Edward like it?
Catherine Oh. Probably not so much. Edward would probably
resist the idea. HeÕd be afraid of what would happen to Katie in a mixed
marriage. Tommy, too. He would be afraid for their safety. EdwardÕs very
mindful of the real hostility of many whites toward blacks. The prejudice, the
discrimination, the cruelty, the violence. I expect he would try to head off a
marriage like that. HeÕd probably try to put a stop to Katie seeing Tommy now
if he knew about them.
Ruffy
Why arenÕt you worried about the same things Edward is? The same things that
you and I were worried about when we split up?
Catherine
Well, first of all I know TommyÕs family, and I
think theyÕre good people. Second, I think times are different now. I would
agree with Edward that a mixed marriage still faces a lot of obstacles, but
itÕs not impossible the way it was for us in 1950. And third, I just couldnÕt
be the one to put Katie and Tommy through the heartbreak that we went through.
If they loved each other, and they were old enough, I would tell them to stay
together and make a life together despite the obstacles.
Ruffy
Tell me, Cat, if you and I had it to do over now, the way things are now, would
we stay together and try to make a life together? (Heartfelt) Would youÉ
stay with me?
Catherine
(Gazes at him fondly. Takes his hand. Answers
warmly.) I would, Ruffy.
In todayÕs world, yes, I would. If we were that age again, and we could do it over
today, this time I would stay with you and make a life with you. The
life of ours that didnÕt happen because we separated. Would you stay with me?
Ruffy (Ardently.) I would, Cat. No
question. WeÕd have the home and the life that we couldnÕt have then, for
better or for worse. SoÉ (Pause. Back to the present.) so I guess we can
feel all right about supporting Tommy and Katie if thatÕs what they want to do,
because thatÕs what we would do in their place. I mean, itÕs not as though weÕd
be encouraging them to stay together just so that we could have the same
grandchildren.
Catherine No. If I thought they were bound to come to
grief I would say so. I would say so right now. But I think they can hope for
better today than we could in our day. So you and I can have our hopes, tooÉ
Grandpa.
Ruffy
All right, Grandma. WeÕll just see what the rest of this life brings us. Now
IÕm really tired. Time for Grandpa to take a nap.
Day
3, later that morning
(Tommy
sits on a bench along the waterfront. Katie walks up and stares at him
hollowly. Tommy doesnÕt notice her expression at first.)
Tommy
(Excited)
Hi, Katie. I hoped youÕd come. You heard that my father is OK, right? He spent
the night on an island offshore. The police helicopter found him early this
morning and picked him up. You should have seen the breakfast he ate when he
got home! You should have seen hisÉ (Notices her expression.) Katie,
whatÕs wrong? Did something happen? Katie, what is it?
Katie (Woodenly) I have to break up with you,
Tommy.
Tommy What? Why do you say that? Why do we have to
break up?
Katie My father heard about us being in the boathouse
together. He asked me about you and I told him that we were friends and I was
planning to go to the school dance with you. He said I couldnÕt go to the dance
with you and I had to stop seeing you.
Tommy Why, Katie? Why does he dislike me? Why does he
think IÕm so bad?
Katie He doesnÕt dislike you, or think youÕre bad.
ItÕs just because youÕre white. He says mixed couples are outcasts from white society
and black society, and targets of both. He says he would fear for my life if I
dated a white boy, and your life, too. And I couldnÕt deny that there is some
danger. I canÕt defy my father, Tommy, and even if I could defy him I couldnÕt
cause him to live in constant fear. SoÉ I have to break up with you.
Tommy Does
that mean we canÕt even sit here on a bench and talk? (Voice breaking.) That I can never see you again at all? (Stands
before her. Pleads.) Never see your face? Never hear your voice? Katie, do
you have any idea how much it means to me, just to see you?
Katie Yes, I think I do. Believe me, Tommy, I feel
the same way. But thatÕs what I have to do. I have to stop seeing you. I wonÕt
be in Homeport much longer anyway. IÕm going to Bible camp soon after
graduation, and after that IÕll start college in Macon. IÕll miss you, Tommy. (
Turns her back to him, struggling to hold herself together.) I have to go
now. Goodbye, Tommy. (Walks away.)
Tommy Wait! (Katie stops but doesnÕt turn to face
Tommy.) Katie, I canÕt live with the idea that IÕll never see you again. I
canÕt face a future that doesnÕt include seeing you again, even if itÕs only
once. I have an idea. How about if I come up to Macon to visit you in the fall?
Your parents wouldnÕt have to know. I wouldnÕt tell anyone. It wouldnÕt upset
anyone. (Song: Just for an afternoon<play
audio>. Tommy sings to KatieÕs back.)
I could
come to Macon, sometime in September,
Just
for a day. IÕd come for the day.
Or IÕd
come to Macon just for an afternoon.
I know
that youÕll be busy, have to go to classes.
IÕd
wait my time, if you had some time
And I
came to Macon, just for an afternoon.
IÕd
get up in the morning. Have to get up early.
IÕd
take the bus that leaves here at nine.
IÕd
come and find the place where IÕd meet you.
IÕd
look around and wait to greet you.
Waiting
on the corner, hoping on the corner,
Hoping
for some time when you could see me,
Maybe
just an hourÉor two,
But we
could walk for a while, talk for a while,
If I
came to Macon, just for an afternoon.
Tommy Please say I can come to see you in the fall,
Katie. I need to have that to look forward to. I need to have that to keep
going. PleaseÉ
Katie (Back still to Tommy, digging deep to
maintain her resolve, head up, voice firm.) Tommy, IÉ (CanÕt do it. Head
drops. Voice bewildered.) Tommy, IÉ (Turns and faces him, transfixed.) Tommy,
I love you so much! (Runs to him. They embrace.) God help us, Tommy.
Tommy God will help us, Katie. Look what He just did
for me. I was praying you would come back to me, and you did.
Katie Maybe it was God. I felt helpless to
walk away. Maybe it was me, because I love you so much. (Song: More than
words can say<play
audio>)
Katie
sings:
Tommy,
I canÕt help but love you, more than words can say.
Tommy
sings:
Katie,
IÕll be here to love you, now and come what may
If you
will stayÉwith me.
Both:
My
love, now you know I love you, more than words can say.
My
love, IÕll be here to love you, now and come what may
If you
will stayÉwith meÉmy loveÉwith meÉstay.
Katie
IÕll stay with you, Tommy. I still have to go to
Bible camp and college, but we can see each other anytime you want.
Tommy Katie, IÕm so happy. I was so afraid thatÉI had
lost you.
Katie Now I have to decide what to say to my father.
What about your father? What did he say about you being alone in that boathouse
with a black girl?
Tommy
Not much. He isnÕt a segregationist, if thatÕs
what you mean. He did say one thing.
Katie What did he say?
Tommy He said, ÒThe next time you and Katie want some
time alone, for ChristÕs sake donÕt run off into a goddam boathouse.Ó
Katie Does he always talk that way?
Tommy No. He was upset.
Katie
About us being alone together?
Tommy No. He was upset about being blown out to sea in
a goddam boathouse and spending the night offshore in a goddam hurricane. And
it was all my goddam fault. He doesnÕt blame you, Katie.
Katie Lucky for me. Wait a minute. Your father said
Òyou and Katie.Ó How did your
father know my name? Had you told him about me?
Tommy No. No, I hadnÕt. I never had a chance. I donÕt
know how he knew your name.
Katie
(Pensively.)
I think my mother knows your parents in some way. She said some things when we
thought your father was lost at sea, and she was really upset. Maybe your
father has heard about me from my mother. Maybe my mother has heard about you
from your father. Maybe my mother can help me with my father. We may have some
friends, Tommy.
Tommy It all sounds really complicated.
Katie It is complicated. And thatÕs just our
families. We also have a lot of other people to deal with who donÕt approve of
mixed couples at all.
Tommy I donÕt care about those people. If they donÕt
want anything to do with us, thatÕs OK by me, because I donÕt want anything to
do with them. Segregation was always a bad thing, and itÕs over now. As long as
I have you standing by me, I donÕt care what those people think or say or do,
because our love is stronger than their hate.
Katie I think so, too. I think we can do it. I think
we can make a life together, and our
love will see us through. I believe in you, Tommy, and I believe in our
love. (Song: Our love will grow<play audio>)
Katie
and Tommy sing:
Our love
will last for all our many years.
Our
love will live. Our love will grow.
Our
love will overcome the hates and fears of bygone years
And
show the way of things to come. For
We can
change the world,
Can
change the times,
Can
change the rules.
The old
worldÕs day is done.
Its
time is past.
A new
dayÕs come.
And we
can live in that day,
In
that bright new world,
Love
in that day,
In
that bright new world,
Make a
new life that is built
On our
love!
Day
3, afternoon
(Catherine
returns home and converses with Edward.)
Edward Catherine, IÕm glad youÕre here. I wish you had
been here earlier. I heard from some people about Katie being on that boathouse
that got swept out to sea with the white policeman on board. She was out there alone
with the policemanÕs son. I asked her about him, and she told me theyÕve been
seeing each other, and she was planning to go to a dance with him. God knows
what kind of trouble theyÕd get into if they did that. I told her she couldnÕt
go to the dance with him, and she had to stop seeing him. IÕm amazed that our
daughter would keep company with the son of a white policeman.
Catherine (Evenly) That policeman is Ruffy Benson. HeÕs the deputy sheriff who came to my rescue
when those hoodlums attacked me on the beach. HeÕs a good man, Edward. A fine
man.
Edward Are you sure? Do you the know the man apart
from that incident?
Catherine Yes. I do. Very well. This will come as a shock
to you, Edward, but he and I were sweethearts when we were young, before you
came to Homeport.
Edward What? You were the sweetheart of a deputy
sheriff?
Catherine He wasnÕt a deputy sheriff then. He was a high
school kid. I was a high school kid. We were in love. Very much in love. The
way only teenagers can be.
Edward Oh. What happened? Did you break up?
Catherine Yes. It was taboo in those days for a white boy
and a black girl to be together in Homeport. We met in secret, always in fear.
If we had been found out we would have been in mortal danger. We decided it was
impossible to stay together, so we split up.
Edward But you were still in love, and living in the
same town?
Catherine Yes. And it was anguish, seeing each other but
not being able to be together. Ruffy couldnÕt stand
it, so he enlisted in the Marines to get out of town. He was sent to Korea and
was in some of the heavy fighting over there. He was badly wounded and spent a
couple of years convalescing at the VA hospital in Atlanta. Then he came back
to Homeport and eventually joined the police force.
Edward What happened then? Did you get together with
him again?
Catherine No. When he came back I was married to you, and
he was engaged to his wife, Madge. She was the nurse who cared for him in
Atlanta. Ruffy and I were both committed to other
people. We have been close friends for all these years, but thatÕs all. ThereÕs
still a bond between us. Our time together is still a happy memory, and our
parting is still a painful memory. But those things are in the past. I am your
wife, Edward, and nothing else. ThereÕs never been anyone else since the first
time I met you.
Edward
I see, and IÕm sorry for what I said about this
Benson. And his son. What about him? Are you sympathetic to KatieÕs friendship
with BensonÕs son?
Catherine Yes, I am. I understand what you mean when you
talk about the troubles facing a mixed-race couple, but I donÕt think itÕs
hopeless. You and I grew up in a time when segregation was harsh and brutal. A
mixed-race coupleÑlike Ruffy and meÑmight get lynched
in this town. ThatÕs not true now. Katie and Tommy wonÕt be lynched. They might
be shunned by some people, but maybe not so many. Times are changing.
Edward So you think we should not oppose this
relationship between Katie and BensonÕs sonÑwhatÕs his name?
Catherine Tommy. Tommy Benson. And itÕs not just him.
Sometime, Edward, we have to move past civil rights and voting rights and try
to achieve a society where skin color doesnÕt matter anymore. A society where
whites and blacks donÕt live in separate worlds. Katie and Tommy are pioneers
of that society. We should be supporting them, not opposing them.
Edward
(Sighs.)
I canÕt argue with that. IÕm still afraid of what might happen to our daughter,
but once again I have to agree that youÕre right. Once again, you are my guide.
IÕll tell Katie she can go on seeing the boy.
Catherine Be careful what you say. She may have decided
that for herself already. SheÕs eighteen years old.
Edward True. IÕll speak carefully. IÕll speak
honestly. (Pauses.) I havenÕt always done that, Catherine.
Catherine What havenÕt you been honest about?
Edward IÕve never told you why I came to Homeport.
Catherine I thought you came to Homeport to lead the
church and the NAACP chapter. And you did. You did those things very well. You
inspired us. You certainly inspired me. I married you because of those things,
among others.
Edward IÕm glad of that. I never would have been able
to do those things without you, and I canÕt imagine a life without you. Perhaps
what I should say is that IÕve never told you why I left Washington, D.C. I had
a bigger church there, and a bigger role in the civil rights movement than I
could ever have here.
Catherine
So why did you leave?
Edward
(Hesitates, then spills it.) Because I was involved with a white woman in
Washington. She was a civil rights supporter, and we fell in love. But we
couldnÕt reveal that in public because it was taboo, and we decided we couldnÕt
stay together, so we split up. It was painful, just like you and your high
school sweetheart.
Catherine So you were still in love, and living in the
same town?
Edward Yes. And it was anguish, seeing each other but
not being able to be together. I couldnÕt stand it, so I applied for a pastorÕs
job in Homeport, Georgia, just to get away from Washington. You know the rest.
Catherine WhatÕs her name?
Edward Denise. Denise Howard. Now itÕs Denise Peters.
She married a lawyer. They live in Virginia. They have two sons.
Catherine So youÕve stayed in touch with her.
Edward
(Hesitates again) Yes, I have.
Catherine And have you been seeing her? Are you still
involved with her?
Edward No, nothing like that. A few times, over the
years, when I was in Washington for meetings, we got together for lunch or a
walk. ThereÕs still a bond between us. But you are my wife, Catherine, and I am
nothing other than your husband. ThereÕs never been anyone else since the first
time I met you.
Catherine Does her husband know about you, about you and
her?
Edward No, no more than I knew about you and Benson.
But he should be told. IÕll suggest that to Denise. ThereÕs no reason to keep
it secret now. And no reason for you and Benson to keep secrets. You did
nothing wrong.
Catherine Well, Edward, now we know each other a little better
than we did a few minutes ago. After twenty years of marriage.
Edward We know more about each otherÕs pasts, but does
that change anything in the present? I feel that my life began anew when I came
here and fell in love with you. And I feel that our marriage is something
stronger and deeper than our youthful romances. They arenÕt in the same league.
Catherine I agree. We had the romance as well, but a
marriage is something that starts there and grows. Over the years two hearts grow closer
and closer, until they touch, and join. I feel that way about our marriage. I
feel that you and I are joined at the heart. I feel that youÕre within me even
when weÕre apart. (Song: The heart we share<play
audio>)
Catherine
sings:
You
are part of who I am,
The
heart of who I am,
The
heart we share between us.
You
are with me every hour.
Though
we may be apart
YouÕre
always in my heart.
And
when IÕm faced with doubt or danger
You
are there to make me strong.
I look
through your eyes and I see the skies
And
IÕll stay with you all my life long.
Edward
sings:
You
are part of who I am,
The
heart of who I am,
The
heart we share between us.
You
are with me every hour.
Though
we may be apart
YouÕre
always in my heart.
And
when I lose the path in darkness
You
are there to light the way.
I see
through your eyes where the true path lies
And
IÕll stay with you all of my days.
Both
sing:
You
are part of who I am,
The
heart of who I am,
The
heart we share between us.
You
are with me every hour.
Though
we may be apart
YouÕre
always in my heart.
And
when the weary day is over
You
are waiting at our door.
You
open your arms and you draw me in
To the
home we will share evermore.
(They
embrace.)
Day
6, evening
(A
mixed-race congregation is gathered in EdwardÕs church to mourn the loss of six
fishermen, three black and three white, who were caught at sea and lost in the
hurricane. Edward stands at a lectern facing the audience, which is the
congregation.)
Edward Welcome one and all to Bayside Baptist Church.
This is an ecumenical service organized by Father Emil of St John the Apostle
Catholic Church and myself. It brings together Catholics and Protestants,
whites and blacks, to mourn the loss of six fishermen in the recent hurricane.
Three were white Catholics, originally Cajuns from Louisiana, who were on a
shrimp boat. Three were black Baptists who were fishing grouper offshore. All
were GodÕs children, who came from God and returned to God. They are all surely
together in death on GodÕs shore, so it is fitting that we should join together
to mourn them here tonight.
We
must not think that God took these men because they were evil. We know, Father
Emil and I, that these were good hard-working men, good family men and good
Christians. God did not punish them. God called them home, to that far shore
where we will all go sometime. God chooses the time. We must accept that, and
be grateful that He has prepared a place for us when our time comes.
Over
the years, many men from Homeport have been lost at sea. It is part of our
history and part of our life. Here in the Baptist church we have a hymn that we
sing for men who have gone to sea and made the final homeward voyage to GodÕs
shore. It is on page 273 of the hymnal, and I invite you to join us in singing
it now. (Song: Turn the good ship homeward<play
audio>. Edward sings the first line solo. Other cast members sing in
parts offstage. Tenor (Tommy) joins for line 2. Others (2 sopranos + 1
baritone) join for the remainder.)
Turn
the good ship homeward.
Set a
course to westward.
Spill
the sails and port the helm and
Fill
the sails once more.
Many
leagues weÕve traveled.
Many
storms weÕve weathered
Many
times weÕve brought the good ship
Through
the perils of the stormy sea.
But
now the Lord has called us home.
Called
us to our rest.
He
bids us bring the good ship through to
Shelter
in the west.
One
more night of sailing.
Stars
above to guide us.
Morning
light will trace the outline
Of the
land from which weÕll sail no more.
WeÕll
sleep upon the shore.
WeÕll
sleep upon the shore.
Dear God, may these men rest in peace while we
hold their memory dear in our hearts.
In
addition to mourning the men who are gone, we give thanks to God for the
deliverance of Officer Rufus Benson, who was swept out to sea on the day of the
storm but miraculously was cast up on an offshore island and rescued the next
day. My wife and I are especially thankful for the rescue of an old friend, but
I donÕt think God did it for us. There was some other reason that Benson
survived and the other men didnÕt. What was it? I donÕt know, but I can imagine
that God changed his mind when Benson was on his way out to sea. God remembered
that Benson had some unfinished business here on shore. Maybe a person he had
to see again before leaving this life. Maybe a question he had to get an answer
to. Or give an answer to. Maybe a mission he had to perform. So God sent him
back.
But
how does Benson know what his mission is? And what about the rest of us, who
were never in danger? What is our mission? For the answer we turn to our
teacher, Jesus Christ, who taught
us our mission. It is to love our neighbors as ourselves. It is to do unto
others as we would have them do unto us. Catholic or Protestant. White or
black. If we do that we will accomplish our mission, and when our time comes we
too will make a safe landing on that far shore where our fisherman friends await
us.
Now
let there be peace among you. Go in peace, and God bless you.
Two
days later
(It
is high school graduation. Katie delivers the valedictory address, standing at
a lectern facing the audience.)
Katie
Senator Bates, high school faculty, fellow
students, ladies and gentlemen. I am proud to be this yearÕs valedictorian of
Homeport High, and proud to be the first black valedictorian ever. This day has
been long in coming. At its founding, Georgia alone among the thirteen colonies
banned slavery. But in the
mid-eighteenth century slavery was allowed and for a hundred years black people
were enslaved in this state. Then for another hundred years we were oppressed and
terrorized by the Jim Crow laws. Only in the last ten yearsÑout of the last two
hundred yearsÑhave black people won equal rights under the law, and then only
against the concerted and often violent opposition of the white people of this
state. For that I thank our parentsÕ generation, who under the leadership of
Dr. King and others, including my own father and mother, stood up for freedom
and justice against the power of a racist state. They practiced nonviolence,
they spoke the truth, they endured the blows of the police and the
segregationists, and in the end they prevailed, because their cause was just,
and the American people joined their cause, and their cause prevailed. By now
equal rights are well established, even though some people still refuse to
accept it.
But
we are still not an integrated, united society. Blacks have equal rights to
attend school, to vote, to sit at a lunch counter. But we are still not one
people. Blacks and whites still live apart. We still donÕt know each other,
donÕt trust each other the way we know and trust people in our separate
communities. We still need to take the next step of joining together in a
society where race doesnÕt matter.
That
is the duty of the next generation, my generation, both black and white. My
task as valedictorian is to set out the opportunities and challenges that our
class should go out and tackle, and in Georgia that includes forming a truly
integrated society. Our parents removed the barriers; our generation has the
job of moving our society forward into the realm of opportunity that is now
open to us. And I believe that we can do that.
Our
high school is admittedly still divided. We tend to divide by race in the
lunchroom and outside school. But in classes and school activities we mix, and
there are many friendships between black and white students that could not have
existed a generation ago. Such friendships were taboo.
We
have moved a long way in ten years, and I believe we can keep moving forward.
We just have to believe in ourselves, believe in each other, stand up for the
rights of all. That is our challenge, and our opportunity. To my class I say:
go forth and make our town, our state, our country a better place, and make us
a better people. One people. (Song: We can change the world<play
audio>)
(Katie
sings.)
We can
change the world,
Can
change the times,
Can
change the rules.
The
old worldÕs day is done.
Its
day is past.
A new
dayÕs come.
And we
can do anything we aim for in life,
And we
can be anything we choose
If we
are strong,
If we
defend our rights,
Stand
up for the rights of all.
Our
task is to
Build
on freedom, build on justice,
Tear
down all the walls among us.
Build
up a new world where there is just one race,
Where
we all belong just to the human race,
Wake
out of the night into the morning light and say
This
is a bright new day!
WeÕre
on our way!
Next
morning
(Catherine
and Ruffy enter from opposite sides of the stage and stand
facing each other. They reprise a few lines from CatherineÕs soliloquy. <play
audio>)
Both
sing: For many years we met here in the morning,
In our funny formal way.
Ruffy sings: Morning,
Mrs. Melville.
Catherine: Morning, Deputy Benson.
Both:
How are you today?
(They
both burst out laughing. Catherine claps Ruffy on the
shoulder.)
Ruffy ItÕs
hard to believe we put on that act for twenty years.
Catherine Twenty years ago we didnÕt have any choice. We
had to be formal. We had to keep our distance. There would have been trouble if
we hadnÕt.
Ruffy
I guess thatÕs right. We had to do it then, and we just kept it up out of
habit. Bad habit. But Tommy and KatieÕs generation are going to sweep away the
old divisions and taboos.
Catherine
I hope so, but it may turn out to be harder than
they think. Bad habits die hard. But tell me, Ruffy,
seriously, how are you doing? You look well. Are you recovered from your ordeal
at sea?
Ruffy I
think so. Takes some time for a guy my age, but I feel OK.
Catherine Good. (Pause) IÕm glad we still meet out
here in the morning. We could meet elsewhere now that our secret is out, but I still
enjoy meeting out here in the peace of the morning, in the light of the
morning.
Ruffy
Me too. Maybe because itÕs like stepping back in time, to the days when we
always met alone, the days when we wereÉwhen we were young. Those days. (Pauses,
reflecting. Then remembers something.) Speaking of meeting on the beach, I
had a surprise the other day. It was in the afternoon. Instead of you I ran into Edward walking
on the beach. We talked about the kids for a while and then he joined me on patrol.
Said it wasÑwhat was the word?ÑrefreshingÑhe said it was refreshing to walk on
the beach with a police officer and not be under arrest.
Catherine Edward said that? (Chuckles) He doesnÕt
often make jokes. I think you can consider yourselves pals.
Ruffy
ThatÕs good. Tommy and Katie still seem to be going strong, so maybe Edward and
I will be grandfathers in law someday.
Catherine
Maybe so. Well, itÕs been an eventful week. A
good week, except for your swim out to Dog Island. IÕm more hopeful about the
future than I was a week ago. More hopeful about our childrenÕs future.
Ruffy And
our grandchildrenÕs future. DonÕt forget them, Grandma. Well, IÕll be on my way. Give my regards to Edward.
Catherine I will. And Ruffy,
will you do something for me?
Ruffy
Sure. What is it?
Catherine (Hugs him.) Stay away from the water.
(Ruffy pats her on the back, goes on his way. Catherine
sings the theme<play
audio>, exits during the last few bars.)
Light
in the morning, light turning night to morning.
Light
in the morning, light at the break of day.
It
fills the sky above the sea.
Now
light the country, wake the country.
Light in the morning, come.